I get so annoyed at people who constantly try to look for different ways to say the same cliché-ridden things as everyone else. Our feelings do not come with a quote, why try to express yourself by saying words that you can't relate to. Why can't you say what you feel without trying to make it sound pretty?
Sure, I also use some quotes, but only if it matches what I've been through, something shat has happened or how I feel.
But I can see so many people who write for example: ''You're beautiful as you are without makeup''... and so one.
Then they have a picure of themselves with a fat layer of makeup and over edited. Like Fuck That.
Do they think you can't see that the picture is edited or what? I have nothing agains people who use a lot of makeup, I do it myself, nor has I anything against people who edit their photos. But if you really think you don't need makeup to be beautiful, or that you're beautiful as you are... DO NOT put that quote with a picture which you are over edited in.
I stood there and looked into a pair of eyes and didn't turn my sight a millimeter. I knew my eyes turned black. my eyes can go from looking at someone with so much warmth to look at someone with black eyes, as if there is only pure hatred left. I'm black or white. I'm love or hate. I look at someone with so much love in my eyes, but when I realize someone will tear my heart apart, my gaze turns and leaves only hatred.
I know I can't lie with my eyes.
I looked into those eyes and mine went black because I had to survive. How can I look at someone with warmth when this person has completely destroyed me? How am I supposed to get up in the morning if I still have to show love and respect to the woman who have broken every millimeter inside of me?
I feel so much. There is so much emotion in my body. And I think that people who feel a lot need to be extra strong. Otherwise we wont survive through life. If you feel so much and aren't stronger that your emotions, you'll jump off a bridge because of too much heartache.
You have to be stronger than your feelings.
It was about two months ago I took a deep breath and decided to be strong. That does not mean it's sorry for me. That does not mean I've been through something tough. That does not mean I've had it easy. That does not mean I've not cared. That does not mean I have all the feelings in the world.
People probably think that you always do well on your own when you're out to be strong. That you take all the crap. The rumors don't bite or that the comments don't hurt. That what you hear doesn't effect you and her name isn't still like a knife. No one who understands that the whole city still is a minefield.
Everything feels. But I have to be trong to survive. That's why my eyes are black, and then, then people can gossip all they want about how stupid or hard or mean I am, but it's all about pure survival for a greater grief than anything else.
And to all of you who think you can't do it. You do it. you'll be laughing in the end. You'll love again. You start to live without even realize it. Don't forget that. I did it. You can do it. We can do it. Eventually you realize that this pain you made it through have given you something very nice - a strength you never thought you had.
The feeling of being a strong person.
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